Somehow, troubles always find their way back. Life has its way of showing you it's not done with you yet. Just when you think you got it all figured out, it strikes again. Things crumble back down in ways you never imagined. Everything goes south and you can't find your way out of the rubble. You go back to feeling depressed, lonely and cornered. "Why me ?" you think to yourself, when you actually know other people have it worse. But at that moment, you're only seeing black. Life is unfair. And if you believe, then your god is biased. Bad memories abide in your mind and you lose every bright picture you ever had. Suddenly, your life is back to gloomy and you're miserable. You hate your life, you want to die and rest in peace. You want to end it all and forget about what's driving you crazy. You think about it for a few minutes but you know you will never do it. Not because of your beliefs or your fear of the after life but you're a coward. You don't want to get hurt. You wish there was a way you could go with no pain, in a blink of an eye, gone. But reality hits you. You're still here and you'll have to face your truth sooner or later. Your problems are still waiting. You either conquer them all or dive too deep in depression. You open your eyes a little wider and you see your mother reaching out. You see the people who love you the most cheering for you. You see the dreams you've always longed for. You see a brighter future lies ahead. You look back and see everything you've been through. The problems that once seemed too big for you to handle, crushed and dead behind you.You wipe away your tears. Life can't bring you down. You're not one to give in to your battles. You put on a grin and you walk straight ahead. Whatever happens you're ready to face it with a smile. You can defy anything that comes your way and you will.
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It's like you're talking about me hhhh..
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